I Am Alive...(Poem)

I Am Alive...

I'm running around in circles again and again

I don't know where to start and how'll it end
Bent my life too much that now I couldn't mend

All this other shit I'm talking everybody thinks they know it

I have been praying for somebody to be heroic,

That's just something said when nobody knows it

I am not just nodding, I know it

I'm hurting deep down but can't show it

All my thoughts keep haunting,can't control it

They say life is precious but nobody cares bout mine

I am just doing hand movements like some mime
I end up at the night feeling this life ain't mine

It can tore you apart, It can be so hard

But when you take the first breath in the morning
Look in the mirror you'll Thank for what you have got