Fake... (Poem)

Fake...

Started with phone conversations 

And I, 

Threw out to see you and

Told all of my lies

You lost your faith girl

I know how it feels

I lost mine

Trynna get what I can steer

I guess we connect with our fears

That we see clear

What's gonna happen? 

If we be like this each year

I had to admit on this road I was a phony

Made me realize there's no point of bein stony

Became  a guy that I have been longing 

You said change or dont crawl for me

Now I feel the same as you do

Same stress, same shit you go through 

Not a day pass by when I dont feel you

Like a zombie came to life for you

If I had it my way

Cold drinks on Sunday 

Crazy thoughts 

And it's okay

Now under the pale blue sky

I never felt so cold

Another sleepless night

How I could I ever let go?