Purpose... (Poem)

Purpose...

It used to be heavy nights

Way too many dreams

And none was started

Took the gaze in the gloomy lights

Too many hopes

And none was the culprit

I fall to the curb

People laughed as they heard

And I questioned my purpose too many times

"Thats enough", took my bag

And said goodbyes

That was optimistic till I tired

Didn't know I was over enthusiastic 

World was just the same

I just waned more and got insane

Why people question when they don't wanna hear? 

Why they blame when no one's near? 

Why they try so many times and still don't get clear? 

People look at the stars 

Cuz they say it's written in the stars

But still unheard tales are the real scars

So I was just stumbling in the night? 

It doesn't matter? 

Whom I say "Im better" 

I was stumbling in the night

It doesn't matter 

I have no purpose however I chatter